how my tuesday starts and ends

hahaha!! first it was bad!
the movie that i downloaded for 3 days takleh tgk...im so dissapointed. and now i decided to just buy the dvd. leh tahan kedekut juge saye ni

then, my tuesday continues. he who promised to call me today did call. i dunno to feel happy or not about this. happy maybe...cos i got to know him closer. but not so happy cos he still insist to meet me. im a bit shy for that. haha. and he said sumthing i didnt expect to hear from him: awak ni ckp kuat ar. ooops...i forgot to tell him im loud. whutever. kuat pon die teruskan perbualan juge.

next, i got to know my friend dah ade gf. which he clearly hides it from me. sampai hati. i guess it is time for him to move on but he doesnt want to tell me so. maka, i just wished him semoga berbahagie. and he said die takkan melupakan saye. ok, fair enuf. but here, im not the one pushing him away. haa, it feels better!

pastu, the best part. my swimming lesson!! best best. cos finally i think i got the technique right. a bit sore at the arms, but nevermind...that's the sacrifice. haha. but this time i didnt realli train with my coach, but some other guy offered to help me. fine...he is also a good teacher. and haha, ade bdak kirim salam kat kitorang di pool. whutever...cos terasa mcm high school balik. sumhow i think bdak kirim salam tu lagi mudah dari kitorang. gedik tol.

now that im writing this, my arms still hurts like hell. i tot all the work out i did with the dumbells would help. ni tak.

should end here. he wants to call me again. he said: im calling u to ease the 'keseganan'. fine, im waiting here. but im still going to be segan u know....malu2 katak gitu. right now this is whut we call, farisa is opening herself. although i think masih belom masenye.... just follow the current je le

p/s: kak eyna, saye belom buat tagged akak tuhh...nanti ye. hari tu saye bace saye tak paham rules die. hahahaha