i cant help but to be mad.

izyan thought that thing happened to her.
and i said: but it happened to me too.
and so, it happened to us both
and cos of that we both ought to be MAD~!!

let me ask u:
how would u feel, if someone who looks so nice, comes and sits next to u in an exam to later copy u throughout the WHOLE exam?? dead angry i assume.

and yes! i am angry

there is a gap between me n izyan. one empty chair on my right and on izyan's left. and so, it was left vacant until few minutes before exam starts, somebody decided to sit next to us. she came and smiled at me and said "salam". i just smiled n replied her salam. and so the exam started.

after that few minutes, i started to feel like somebody is looking at me. and it was from my right! omo...i was like "is she trying to copy me?" but i wasnt so sure. and so i pull myself back a little bit and AHA!! damn i was right. she was looking at my paper! i was like....hello...we are not even writing the same paper. why would u copy me? doesnt make any sense or whutsoever. unless u want to find where my question 10 is on ur paper. and in this case...she is willing to do so!! i was staring right to the prof, hoping he will see this "crime". but unfortunately, he didnt notice. i

i did soo many things to hide my answer. even moving my bottle to hide it. but still she could find her way to glance at my paper. and then i used my left hand to write just so that i can use my WHOLE body to block her view. and i dont know if she can see it cos i *obviously* cant see her. darn i was mad. tak focus beb.

then it was all over. i told izyan...i think she copied me. izyan said: SHE COPIED ME TOO!! i was like omo!! ape kes ni!! and we were generating so many theories as to why she chose to first sat next to us and later have the guts to actually copy us. we thought: she thinks we are sedare sesame Islam and so we ought to "help" her with her exam. i bet if she sits next to some mat salleh, she wouldnt even dare to even say hi. omo!! and the worst part is: she is a MOTHER!!!
i knew this fact cos few weeks ago, when we had to do our lab assignment for geography, she approached izyan and told izyan her sad story and how she wants izyan TO DO the assigment for her. she said: just write for me few sentences for the introduction. like hey!! ape kess. then she told izzy that she just gave birth, and so she missed all the classes and now she doesnt know how to do the whole thing. izzy slamba je ckp: then u should go to the prof. let him explain to u. but she refuses. and starts saying, u Islam, i pon Islam...i was like, that is not an excuse for u to ask somebody else to do ur work. we dont even know u. and yea, i'm a bit upset cos she's a mom, i know motherhood is tough, but there are other options like to postpone ur study, take a leave for a year or whutever. there is always a way out of everything. u just have to find it. later, i think she asked the prof what to do. so Bingo!

and just as she wants to leave the room, she asked izzy: so did u hand in ur lab? izyan who was still doing her exam just put her finger to her lips indicating: im in an exam. which is the right thing to do. so she said: see u outside. woooo...which izyan tak pergi jumpe pon. wahh that's the whole story. i dont know what u think. but to me, it's so inappropriate. to come and just copy other people. i studied like freaking hard for this exam. and i had another in the afternoon. so basically my head was literally exploding with datas bout rocks and cultures and map and so forth. tetibe, dtg somebody tak study ape2, and just sit back and "enjoy the ride". sorry im still upset.

oh i dont know if im over-reacted by writing this all out......