hah! done with my first paper. damn tiring! i didnt expect to write essays! he did say essay but i thought it was more like short answer where u can still use point forms. but hey hey no....he wants paragraph...so sorry prof, my handwriting was ugly towards the end. no worries, the answers are right, im sure of that. im getting good vibes with this exam..haha...im expecting at least 85. lol :P but i can be wrong. but it doesnt kill right to be confident ?? hehe.
hah. guess what sedang busy2 studi, i still had time to watch tv. lol :P i definitely couldnt get it out of my system. i wasnt some tv junky back then. i dont know what changed me. oh yea, being able to download for only 6 minutes, that's why. yerp...crazy dc++. but it definitely made me a tv junky. humm...i want to watch project runway after this~ anyways, i watched the victoria's secret annual fashion show last 2 days. man, i love all the performances! especially by spice girls. but i was kinda dissapointed that they only sang 1 song. i was hoping more. lol :P and seal was simply amazing. well, we all know he is in the show cos of his wife. hah. and heidi klum kills me a big time! she's the host, she's the model and guess what?? she performs tooo. i was like helloooooooo .... u dont have to steal all the spotlight!! and they had a presentation of her 10 yrs with VS too.. overrated habes... gisele is not longer in the show, i wonder why. nevertheless, ok laa show too. im more into watching the performances cos i know spice girls are performing. huhu...
smlm, i called my mom...and i said, "mom, i think u shud start wearing more branded handbags!" hah! (dlm bahasa melayu laa). i mean, my mom has her style i know, but i know too that lately i shaped her style. lol :P so i was thinking that the time has come for her to wear smthing more exclusive n elegant. takyah laa tunggu dpt datin ke ape... lmbat lagi nak dpt. hahaha...gedik siot. padahal ade hajat terpendam. i was googling coach handbags, gucci n LV. well, of cos laa bile beri cadangan, beritahu coach je cos itu plg murah. lol :P tapi rupeny LV lagi murah dari gucci. tak sangke. but i know my mom will definitely say no to lv n gucci cos it's bloody expensive. tapi tak sangke, my mom wants to consider it!! yey!! best2. well, i can try to find smthing kat florida nanti~ excited dong nak dressed up my mom. then comes my dad. itu pon kene style baru jugak tuh. bosan dah. hari tu balik belikan die tshirt GAP. excited habes. so im thinking of buying sumthing better laa dari GAP cos duit pon datang dr my dad kann... hehe. he was asking me bout tommy hilfiger hari tu...i said, "baju die mahal giler kat msia" (dlm english). my dad tak percaya. i want to change my dad's style supaya kasik nmpak professional sikit. tp mcm die tak nak dgr je ckp anak die ni. lol. this time, it's all about family makeover. hahah tp exclude farisa n fardia. shasha pon kene makeover. but i dont want to tell him yet. nanti die tak nak. huhu. i'll do it secretly!! right this can go on forever.
i have an exam tomoro. physics dong. have to start studying. tadi dah lepak kat timmi's ngan leah. huhu
back to serious biz. but i have some weird thoughts. it's ok, i'll write bout it in my diary. hahaha. i just wrote a letter to be opened in 5 yrs! yey!
as i was reading what i wrote for the past few months, i realise...damn i was happy. and the happiness was taken just like that. but i was already having some thoughts about it. never thought it will come true. huh. right now, i just want to hear u say, "im sorry". i dont feel like hearing anymore crap. cos it doesnt help me what-so-ever..... when i look back n think of all ur promises, they are all liess... so pls cut that BS now. dont try to pls me, and make u looked so angelic when u r not. it's all out in the open now ....
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