i made chicken soup today with lots of carrots n tomatoes

i just dont feel like putting pictures anymore. i'm just too lazy to gather up the pictures cos that would mean i have to go through tonnes of pics.

anyways, i dont know if this is just me or everyone else is feeling the same way, but i'm definitely still in the holiday mood. i watched tv show or movies everyday! and when i finally sit down n read some stuff, i couldnt concentrate. it will be even worse if i had my music on, cos then i will be singing n dancing. not the normal me, of course!

u see, after the holidays, im pretty much getting bad comments regarding how i look. that is, i looked freaking fat. indeed i am. i just go from size S to M. all the clothes that i bought in orlando were M. almost all of them! it kills me to think i have to work harder this year cos yea, i have some goals that i set. i definitely have to look thin before i leave for malaysia or otherwise i will forced to do exercise everyday. i guess when u r stressed out during exam, u dont care what u put into ur mouth. haha. i know i had lays, cookies, chocolates etc. so that was pretty much how i grew fat. u know what upsets me most... i had bad eating habit for just a short while and yet i got bigger in no time. sigh! but it's ok, it's my new year's resolution to be eating healthier. hehe

actually, that is not my main issue of writing this post. it's a total opposite thing. it doesnt involve me at all. i was going throught some groups on facebook. and i was appalled by a group called "Ganyang Malaysia". I know exactly what that meant! and so I clicked it. i'm not being judgmental or anything, but the the content of that group were highly repulsive and inappropriate at all. whoever created that group is definitely seeking to kick up a fuss! i was talking to izzy bout it, apparently the 2 countries are experiencing their downs at the moment. but is it not appropriate at all for some youngsters to spread the hatred around through online. they were making some statements about Indonesia being a greater country than Malaysia. yea, whatever. i dont mind at all if the statements "matter", but such fact like "Indonesia is great because it is a big country" or "Indonesia has a huge population" do not show why the country is superb. and those kind of statement do not prove whatsoever to me to be a legit reason as to why a country is great, cos if u see through political geography side, a big country means trouble because it is so hard to control the people and even harder to share the country's resources since the economic benefits cannot be divided equally. and since the shape of the state is considered to be fragmented (cos of the many islands), it is even harder to manage partly due to the capital is far off from other cities. bottom line is, this is why Timor Leste wanted to separate from Indonesia some time ago. so, this kind of prove that being a big country does not show you are greater than everyone else. i know i said i'm not being judgmental, but yea, i cant help but to judge that statement.

like i said earlier, i wouldnt mind at all if the statements are legit and make sense, cos that would mean Malaysia has so much to learn to make our country better. but pls, if you feel like saying a country is greater than others, pls come out with reasons that have standards and are comparable, such as economic growth. that would be a valid and understandable reason. there is this one person that even go to the extend of saying "patut bom Malaysia drpd bom Bali". i was like...get a life pls. if u want to be mad, biar lah berpada2 apa yg keluar dari mulut tuh. i dont even want to make any comments on that although i have some things to say regarding that. honestly, this kind of attitude has got to stop. making a sinister group to tarnish a country's reputation is not the ideal way to show ur anger on whatever-the-issue-u-r-mad-to-begin-with. to make it worse, the reasons as to why these people are mad with Malaysia were not even stated. out of sudden, "we hate Malaysia". frankly, i dont see the basis of the anger at all. shallow shallow minded.. u cant build a case if u dont have justifications!!

anyways, that is just what i thought. i've seen a similar idea on frienster, and on friendster, it was on a person's profile. i dont know if my fellow malaysians have the same initiative to spread the similar hatred idealism over Indonesia, but I do hope non would resort to this idea of making fun of our neighbour cos that would make me hate u more than i'm angry with these people.

nuff said