hate when this happens

im in the computer lab right now. i have another class in 30 minutes, so i decided to lepak here. i have no stories to tell other than i'm freaking out right now! i have tonnes of things to do and time is running out from me. i know i know, u might be experiencing the freaking thing. it's just that, my life was "perfect" for this past few weeks. i cant recall i ever feel this stress bfore.

im having some conflict right now with somebody. it's not a big thing and it just happened cos both of us are hard headed ppl. both do not want to lose. we have to come out with the possible topic for our geochem presentation. and so, both of us have our favourite topic and of cos i want our group to choose mine. duh. and the freaking thing is the due date for submitting the topic is tonight. blimey, i'm mad. hahaha. i dunno what other ways to convince my friend. i wish my friend can see that the topic is one hell of a topic and for sure, it will make our audience stand up straight during the presentation. well, at least i think they will. although what i've come out is not something new, but i know it'll be a great project bcause u don't have to put a lot of effort to make it sound awesome. it will only takes a little to make this great. the research for it is easy, because many people are looking into this matter now. however, to understand it could be a little complicated, since it involves some stable isotopes that we've never look at bfore, but that is what i like. i dont like to do things cos "it's easy to get marks". i want to challenge myself into smthing new, smthing out of my comfort zone. and i know it will worth it. the project is only worth 10%, so it's not like u r losing a lot if it turns out bad. but then again, i might be thinking about myself. what if others do not think like me. what if they do want to do "topics that can give me high marks"? and that sucks cos then i won't have a group unless i want to join them. still, how can u get high scores if u r not passionate bout it. lol :P
whutevs, i think i need to get tim horton's right now.


on a second thought, maybe not. im going home after that, and i can have my lunch. cos i made lots of good food last night :)

btw, the topic that i want to do is paleoclimate that focuses on methane hydrates OR maybe ice core. lol :P might just sound interesting to me, idk...