Friday, June 13, 2008

Eye opener

Correct me if I'm wrong, but are people always that evil AND needy when they want something so bad? Is that the way people show u "I will go beyond anything to get what I want"...?

I'm thinking, is using your friend to get what u want is actually using him/her or simply just helping out a friend. Cos right now, I'm dead confuse. I think I'm doing my friend a favour, but the more I think of it, I felt like I'm being used. So what is it that I should feel?
It's like taking advantage of ur friend now that u screwed up. How can I fix a problem that u created urself? Being the girl stucked between 2 individuals was never my kinda thing. I'm beginning to think that I'm a bit to nice and not aggressive enough, that people think they can come and go whenever they like. Truthfully this is not the first time I've been used. I had a few other occurance which I'm not so proud to talk about. Can it be that I'm too dumb to see it? How can u be so sure that u've being manipulated by ur so-called friend. Huh, I guess u will never know right, until u reach that eureka moment when everything makes sense and u were left alone feeling so messed up. I think I should not let these people in the next time, but apparently, I'm a bit stubborn and I do not learn my lesson from before. Next time, I'm walking around with a bit of doubt. I don't care if u r my bestest friend or what, but I don't deserve to be "played". If u want a favour, make it very sincere, and pls I'm a no pro in fixing screwed up matters. I'm not a good talker; and I'm not a good listener. Hope u guys know that by now. But, I will still lend my ears if u truthfully need them.

George Bernard Shaw once wrote : “The true joy of life [is] being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one ... being thoroughly worn out before you are thrown to the scrap heap ... being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish clod of ailments and grievances.”

I dont think I recognized this as a mighty one, and I dont wish to be totally used up and end up in pain when everyone else don't even bother to look out for me. No thanks.

pictures out of boredom

i was so bored yesterday and i played with my pictures.
lets see how they turned out


Wednesday, June 11, 2008

new things huh

well, as u can see i'm in the process of changing the layout for my blog.

i really hope things will turn out nice :)

i just cant do everything all at once, but i gotta do step by step since most of my stuff are in my laptop and i'm using the pc at the moment. so behold folks for the new thoughts translated.~

Thursday, June 5, 2008

harry potter and....

don't u just wish that u have more time in a day? i'm feeling it right now. it's already 12.30am and i refuse to go to bed cause i feel like i have many more things today before i can call it a day. one of it is writing a new post. so i'm forcing myself to write although i should go to bed.

i've just finished reading harry potter and the deathly hallows, the 7th book. the book is 607 pages and in my opinion, it is too exaggerated! the main idea for the 7th book is to find the horcruxes and kill voldemort. before book 7 started, we already know that 2 horcruxes were destroyed. so for this book, harry and friends should be finding for another 5 horcruxes and destroy them. And why do i think it is exaggerated? i think i spend half the book reading harry undergo so many things, but can't even find 1 horcruxe. it's a waste of time. i know the plot is building to that, but it need not be in 300 pages.... haiyaaa...still i managed to read until the end. nevertheless, i have to give credit to JK Rowling for a brilliant plot. everything fits in very well and actually make sense. i dont think she thinks of horcruxes yet when she wrote chamber of secrets, but somehow she was able to fit that part into the whole horcrux thing. kuddos~!!

enuf with harry potter. oh, they will release the 6th harry potter movie end of this year. i cant wait for that.

hummm, i'm actually losing all the ideas for this post. hah.
tah,, lupa dah. i know i want to talk bout harry potter and something else. ahah!
ok lahhh, lupa juga and couldnt think of it now.

one question: what do u think of timbaland as an artiste? i think he is brilliant! i'm listening to his songs at the moment. hehehe