Sunday, August 19, 2007

ignorance, can we live by it?

i may know some ppl who are ignorant. but sometimes, i asked that question back to myself. am i ignorant myself? i cant decide for that. maybe, if i do, some people would tell me so. something for sure, i cant live by ignorance. but somehow, i dont know how to make people stop being one. i really hate when i did all the work, and some people just think i dont deserve any credit, apetah lagi any reward. i dont really ask for any of that, but a simple thanks is good enough or maybe dont question me why i get such reward. or maybe when i, again, did all the work, but it is not perfect and it is causing serious anger in some people, and so...they blame me. i know i was to be blame, but sometimes i cant avoid that too. it just frustrates me that after the hard work i have to do, all i get is the blame. crappy!! ppl should learn to show gratitude. everybody deserves ur simple "thank you". i know there are times farisa being plain ignorant, but im aware that im being ignorant to him/her, and most of the time, i purposely did that. saje2 je.

all i try to point out is: dont just ditch out ppl who have helped u. or ignore them for God sake! they are in no position to that. i always get ditched, but i just complain to myself. now im letting it all out. cos of few things that happened over and over again without him/her/they even realising it. i dont go tell them simply to jage hati mereka...but in my heart, im like shouting at them...

i say no more, cos it hurts. so many ignorant things happened this weekend. i malas to mention one by one. i may look happy on the surface, tp dalam sebenarnye nak marah. which sometimes i portrayed the anger and so i was called si pemarah up until today =>

p/s: im dying to watch o brother, where art thou?. heard some say it is a funny movie. tp kat kedai dvd ade jual ke?

2 comments:

Ina said...

huhuhuhu
jgn disimpan sgt farisa..
sometimes we have to let them know kalau nk jaga hati pon susah juge

fzrzk said...

i have to agree ngan akak. biasa la farisa ni tak reti to put things in words