this is very dissapointing!

You know my way to kill my boredom these days? I do work out, vacuum my room, go online AND the newest addition to my activities is playing the piano, which I haven't been playing for 7 years =D I've just started playing the piano again after I heard my dad is going to give away the piano to someone else for FREE. So, I thought if I could play again, he would keep it. We'll see.

Yesterday, I played For Eloise by Beethoven. I sounded OK although I didn't follow the tempo that I was supposed to. The piano is a bit tight, if u know what I mean. Today, I thought of playing Apologize by One Republic. Hah! There is a tutorial on YouTube on how to play that song. I kinda follow the tutorial for few minutes and try it out on my piano. And this is the dissapointing part! My piano..............is apparently out of tune. Hahaha. I have to tune it back before I can get the proper sound I want it to be. And some keys are beyond repair. lolz. The E flat is somewhat rosak, tekan2 no bunyi. Sad huh. But, I don't care I just wanna play, regardless of how it sounds. I just wanna get my fingers to be familiar to the keys once more and get my brain to be able to read the notes without actually writing down the letter on each note! hehe, maybe then I can play in Canada, because the music room is always empty, I could use the piano there =D and that if I have the courage to play out loud~

Another dissapointing thing, thanks to my sister who is studying human anatomy, I got to know that I didn't do my work out properly, lolz, after all these weeks! Apparently, I'm more focused on my biseps, and not enough on my triceps and that shoulder muscle that I don't know the name~!! So, now I have to get things right so that my arms don't look awkward, cos now they do. Lepas itu, nak kasi kempis sikit ye. I'm setting my goals nih. But whatever work out that I do would not work if I still eat the fatty and junk food. Lolz. Dah duduk Malaysia, kene laa makan banyak2 - this is what I bear in mind. And since the house renovation starts, my dad is a bit lazy to do exercise, so I'm a bit bummed. I have no choice but to control what I eat. Sedih sedih....takkan nak pegi jogging sorang2...huhu

Yet another dissapointing thing, I could not register the elective courses that I want! It's all because they clash with my required courses. Darn! Why is it all the profs love Tuesday and Thursday? All the electives are on Tues and Thurs, and so is my required courses. Now I have to find other courses just to fill things up. It's dissapointing cause I now have to simply take any courses for the sake to fulfill my timetable, NOT the way I want things to be. What's the point kan, if the courses are not benefiting me in any sort. There are 2 electives that I have in mind right now, and now I have to pick any other course that may not even important for me like once I start working. The 2 electives are Glacier and Spatial Analysis. Ok, Glacier would not serve me any good once I start working with Petronas, but I love glacier, that's why AND I like the Prof too! Spatial Analysis is a pre-requisite for GIS 2, so I have to take it. Now, I might run out of time to take it. I'm only praying that they will offer Spatial Analysis in the first sem next year and it doesn't clash with any other subject~!!!!!!!!! That is my only hope!

ok lahhh, saye ni puasa ni. kan banyak kekecewaan yang diceritakan pada hari ini.