post-OBS

meeting old friends back after 1 year really gave me mixed emotions.
i thought i got over some of the emotions that i might have had, but apparently i'm living in those emotions all these while without even noticing them. i guess when i wrote this and when u read this, u wouldn't understand because i do not tell many about it. i was a bit secretive on this. but it's ok. i find that my reunion with some of my friends at OBS gave me something to remind myself of. something that happened 2 years ago, be it sweet memories or the bitter ones. either one, i'm happy to reminisce all the memories~ but truthfully the bitter ones really got the hang of me. sedih sangat. u might not know what i'm saying here, so i'm sorry cos i still can't say it after all these years. it makes me feel like i'm making a fool out of myself. so, let me just lie in those memories and try to suck it up. huh.

tapi, seburok burok kesedihan i was still very happy to meet them. some of them tak ckp pun dulu but now we are quite close like afifi. hah. who would knew. i dont really talk to him at STE, but at OBS, we were group mates, so i always hang out with him, even partner with him during the kayaking experience. oh my, afifi is strong. haha. i will write bout it with pics ok!
tapi itulahh, i can see some of my friends dah sangat berubah. bukan sorang, tapi ramai. i dont know if they think the same of me, but i certainly have my impressions on some people. huhu. takde lahh negative, just a simple plan observations.

so for now, just chill out cos my OBS story is coming up! i'm uploading pics to facebook at this moment, so i'll write bout OBS later. now kene basuh baju dong....

ps: trip to perhentian island telah dicancel atas sebab2 tak dpt elak. kesedihan memuncak....