i can write 2000 words in 1 hour....dlm diary lahh

why is it so hard to finish a paragraph.

sigh

I'm writing an essay right now for my Dynamic Earth class.

I'm writing about convergent plate margin which account to why we get :

- explosive volcanoes such as Mt St Helen and Mayon

- deep and shallow earthquakes

- big, tall mountains such as Mt Everest.

It is a 10 pages essay. Right now I have another 3 pages to go, and I seriously don't know if I have enough material left to fill in the 3 pages. Damn it

Ok, balek menulis karangan panjang! 

p/s: saye kalah pertandingan photography. haha. Neil Banerjee banyak menang. Oz pon menang. Of course laa menang kalau gamba dekat Arctic. hoh. saye gamba kebun uncle saye je :P Even Simon pon menang! sigh. Simon pon hanta gamba Arctic. 

today in a few paragraphs~

I've been very slow with my blog. I never felt so occupied all the time. This year is very jumbled up! I can't blame anyone, or anything, it's freaking third year! I am expected to be busy! and for the record, I am!

haha. what an intro.

Today, I feel proud of myself for so many reasons
The foremost is I spent significant hours in the library studying. This has become my new habit since last week. lol. Last week was my first time to study in Weldon Library since I've been here, but last week was just for an hour. If not cause of hunger and headache, I would have stayed there longer...I'm proud of myself (giving myself a pat)
This is to prove that I'm not a lazy bum. And whom am I trying to prove to? errr...myself.

Today, I went to see my lecturer to ask him some stuff that I dont understand. I asked him in class first....he said bla bla bla....and he touched my head. Fine.
And later I went to see him again in his office to clarify few more stuff...And he freaking touched my head again. I find that weird, cause he is the lecturer! Well, not that I care, just plain weird.

Today, J is looking damn fine. Super Fine. and super hawt too! I was walking (+ talking), with my lecturer (same dgn yg atas) and I bumped into him. I ignored my lecturer to talk to J. Haahaha..sorry cikgu. Cikgu then talked to M who was with J at that time. hohoho. And M told me to go to the colloquium...cause it's supposed to be fun.

So,

Today, I went to my first colloquium ever at UWO! Shame on me! Went there alone, without Izzy whom I parted since 9.30am. I sat at the back, cos sitting at back is supposed to look cool. And the room started to be filled with old lads and unfamiliar faces. I told to myself, damn what am I getting myself into! Finally, when it is almost the time for the talk, few familiar faces walked in, including J. yea, they sat at the back. This proves my claim that sitting at the back is cool. Only old profs sat in front. The talk was fun. Ian, Sam and sape tah were talking bout their trip to Cyprus. And another 3 were talking bout their trip to Cornwall, UK. This is all part of the International Field Camp Program. Listening to their stories make me all pumped up! If possible, I want to join the program next year. Guess where they are going next year??
Freaking Portugal and SPain! Damn, I have to go on that trip! Mahu mahu, no matter what it costs me to! Well, partly it is funded, so I might pay just a lil. But I also have my dreams to go to Arctic next year. ah, I have so many things in mind, so many places to go, all I can ask for is pls, can I have more time here!

yeah. itu sahaja for today. right now, I am still hungry and headache!
bye

Feel this

this is the title of the song i'm currently listening to on my freaking new iPod touch! haha. i'm pretty psyhed with it! lolz. and i gotta make a correction, i do have to pay tax for this iPod, it just said in the email, but not when i paid for it. bummer. damn i hate canada for its tax!

"Feel this
Can you feel this
My heart beating out of my chest
Feel thisCan you feel this
Salvation, under my breath"

in the coming weeks, let me bet on one thing, we will all be pretty much damned. this is all thanks to the upcoming final exam. i can already feel the intensity. i have not start anything yet....and i'm scared. i'm quite behind in many courses....and i have to "thank" GIS for that. GIS took away my whole weekend! it's just cause there is a probability of a pop quiz on monday, so, i have no choice but to study. let alone, this gives no time for me to study for other courses. luckily i took 4 courses this semester, so i can actually breathe a little bit. i know most of us are in the stress mode now, but i must say...dont be. exam is one thing, but stressing out? nah, not worth it. i just wanna to try to relax and just go with the flow. i dont plan out my itinerary for everyday, that's just to remind me, but in the end of the day, i just do what i want.

however, this might sound contradicting from i said above...but, i get stress out by one particular thing. stress and annoyed! but more to the annoyed part. and this has nothing to do with school but it is about a person. serious budak ni me"stress"kan saye...and org lain skali, i think. konsep i dont know ini mineral ape dah tak patut wujud di dalam kamus anda kerana anda sudah tahun keempat. k fine, i pon lupa most of the mineral....but how quartz, plagioclase looked like dlm batu adelah unacceptable!

saye tahu die kawan saye, tp saye tak suke die terlalu bergantung kepada saya dlm hampir SEMUA perkara. semua hal peribadi die pon nak bagitau dan sibuk tanye my point of view which saye pada asalnye tak kisah pon utk berikan. tp asyik bangkang semua yg saye ckp: sy pon malas lerr nak layan enkau dahh. i know some ppl have their own view on some issues, and who am i to say it's wrong, but it gets very annoying if ur p.o.v is absolutely absurd and i feel the need to correct it.

berbalek kpd issue bergantungan. saye suke keje alone, kalau bukan alone, keje in pairs or trios. tp keje pon bincang bukan terus tanye jawapan kawan saye. kite ckp laa ape kite fikir, then kite bincang. tp saye mmg pantang kalau org terus tanye jawapan and tiada usaha sendiri dahulu. masa fieldtrip hari tu pon, kami je yg buat peta n all...die tiru ape kami ckp (ape tgh bincang)...tak bother pon nak tanye nape kami fikir gitu or like at least, tanye laa explanation kalau tak paham. ni tiru je. dan saye tak suke konsep saye tgh tulis, die buleh pegi alih tangan saye utk tgk ape saye tulis....ape kejadah....and, org tgh work on one question, lets say question 2 on page 2....jgn laa tetibe dtg (dari meja lain) dan terus flip muka surat lain. double ape kejadah. dah laa tanye soalan org tak buat....ape kejadah lagi. damn smlm hot giler diri ini. itu ade lah my added stress...tidak melampau utk saye katakan: saye nak ignore die dah pasni. biar lahh saye nmpak jahat or kuang ajar ke ape ke...eden tak rase kehilangan pon kalau die tak kawan ngan saye. haaa, jahat tak jahat...
plus die dah buat kenyataan ini:

"saye tak yah pon amik geology ni, so saye tak yah laa berusaha sekeras korang"

that is bull-schist!
dah takyah amik, buat pe amik! the way die ckp tu, mmg laa nada joke, tp the bitterness of those words go straight to my heart. it's like, korang berusaha keras ah, cos die tahu kitorang kene maintain some average....pastu aku tiru ar. tak paham tanye je...tak yah berusaha pon sebab korang mesti tahu jawapan. ade esemen minggu depan kene hanta, die dah call byk2 kali ajak buat same2. yea right, saye nak buat sndiri. if die call, saye dah nak honest ngan die and ckp awak buat sndiri supaya awak tahu sndiri utk final nanti. itu sy nak ckp...if die call laa...

tp, ape korang rase? ni baru sebahagian stress yg diberikan oleh 1 insan kepada saye.
damn i hope i dont look evil with my decision.
hah. it is the righteous thing to do.

dah arhhh nanti korang sama stress.

in a month and few days, I wil be damn happy. at least for 2 weeks

The downfall of neglecting ur blog is: once u get all pumped out to write your story after that long break, u just don't know where to start! which story to tell first and what not.

That is me now. Damn u 4 labs this semester. I took 4 courses this semester on the hopes that I can concentrate more on watershed hydrology since people are giving me bad comments about that class. Apparently I do not realise that I chose all 4 courses that all has labs. One big sigh!

I know one for sure that I wanna write first. It's a must-tell thing!
Well, winter break is approaching AND I'm pretty sure you are all very excited! That long break (err...) where we can just chill out and spend the money we've saved for so long.
I psyched! that's for sure. Althought I still have to bare in mind that I had to suffer final exams! My schedule this year is bad. I had exams on 8th, 9th, 12th and 13th of Dec. Shish. I was hoping for more gaps between exams.
Back to my excitement...this winter break, I decided to split up with Izyan and teamed up with Nasri, Linda, Mubeen and Sarah. This is my first time ever going on vacation without Izyan. I think it's gonna feel a lil weird.

So, here's the plan: San Francisco, Los Angeles, Grand Canyon and Las Vegas!
I know u are thinking, can I fit all 4 places in 2 weeks. Yeah we can! And pls tell me you are jealous even when u r reading this. haHa.
I've bought my tickets last night. The price was good. I managed to get a ticket from Detroit to SF for only CAD180. That's freaking cheap! but when I added the cost for shuttle from London, it is still good though. Always I would totally go with bus if I know how to get to the airport from Greyhound station. And the return ticket from Las Vegas to Toronto is CAD300. That's ok lahh for 1st January. We are leaving very late at night, so we can still use up the day to jalan2. I'm pretty happy with the price. Who would not when u spend only CAD480 on tickets to those place, considering they are really far from here.
Right now, we are figuring where we are staying bla bla bla. We are probably staying in hostels! If so, that will be my first time ever to sleep in hostel while on vacation. shish. I really wanna stay at proper hotel actually, well cos that's just me. However, if u rationalize it, why spend ur money on hotels when u r not even gonna be there during the day? instead, use that money to go shopping! haha, more sensible eh~!!

next story: semalam i went to my first ever "real" party (bday party dulu2 tak kira) here at UWO. and ape sy rasa? ah! saye telah membazir satu malam yg bahagia!
party itu sungguh menyedihkan ok~!! tpt sempit, org dtg tak ramai...kawan2 pon tak bercakap sesama sendiri...senyap je. music pon takde laa pasang kuat2. takde pon orang mabuk (Thank God)...shish too sad man, too sad. cikgu sorang dtg pakai costume ayam. adeihhh lawak ar. overall, sedih habes! maka tak nak ckp dah. luckily after that, kami pegi makan eskrem dekat marble slab creamery yg best gels. i had cheesecake icecream with cookie dough :) heaven~
tapi downtown mlm smlm, as expected penuh dgn mereka2 yg pakai costume. lawak2 pon ade. tp dah kalau name budak western....costume gile dasyat....sejuk2 getik ni leh nak jadi daisy duke. aww!! irrelevant....dah laa outdoor party kedengaran. pape pon, i couldn't care less about that...haha cos it's not my problem. And as Realplayer news and The Gazette predicted, many people are dressing up as Joker...some tak jadi sgt pon. but nice effort. I saw somebody dressed up as Sweeney Todd. He doesnt look that creepy dowhh.......

and, one more story lahh, and i should go to bed.
I bought an iPod touch tadi :) beli ikut website apple store canada.
saje je because nak that free engrave. lolz.
rupenye free shipping and NO tax. ah, I'm in joy this weekend
The phrase that I engraved I think is so strong and it just came out randomly as I was reading my GIS textbook. Who would knew eh... I love it. Nanti2 ler ckp ape die..

yea, tido time man. smlm dah tido lewat cos berdiscuss ngan kanak2 ni pasal trip. like 4 hours gitu bincang...crazeeee